Swirling around in my mind
When you hit my bloodstream I go insane
Swimming in my veins, working up towards the surface
A constant reminder of what will never be
I love it.
There's comfort in your eyes but,
Your smile is torture, agonizing, aching
Taunting me to come undone
I love it.
The ever-growing tension
Your touch brings me to my knees
Lying in the dark, the pressure will not ease
Heavy on my chest, trying to breathe under water
I love it.
Time won't fix this
The past can't be undone
I'm left looking for the question,
To an answer that has come and gone.
I hate it.

I see him sitting there his hand gently brushing my shoulder
He leans him the warmth of his whispered question
Sending desire rushing thru my mind and body

I hold out my hand desire for his very touch making my hand shake
His soft deep laugh sending passion burning out of control
My hearts beats in time to the very dance we will share

As the feel of silk touches my face as he coveres my eyes
My breath begins to quicken, my pulse begins to rase
How far will he take me, will I come apart with the touch of his lips

The sent of leather and I come of the bed as he ties my writs above me
Then the bed shifts he is gone, desire and desperation run through my body
will he return I can not control the fear and the need of his touch

Forgive
Quiet so quite
Tears running down my face
For what only what you can give
Tears being shed tears of joy and of shame
Forgive words echoing in the darkness
Then silence and then a breath taken
I stand before you
Pleading, begging, waiting
the silence endless
Forgive
My eyes turn towards yours
A silent question echoing in the darkness
The darkness and silence deafing in the stillness
My heart pounding in fear, unable to breath waiting
Please so softly I whisper the words
I am so sorry
the echoing of my own words the only sound
In the darkness

Tamara Tull 2008

Entirely appropriate? Bullshit. How the hell do you think she got into the house in the first place? She broke in through the back window, and took my keys to the truck, ransacked the cupboard and helped herself to the fuckin' chinawear she claimed she said was hers. I don't give a good goddamn about some fuckin' china pattern. I would have given her the goddamn dishes had she asked. She conveniently waited till dark, when she knew I was at the gym. Locked her keys in the car, my ass. She planned the whole fuckin' thing down to the crying routine in front of the police who caught her in my house. She is lucky I did not catch her. Crazy bitch.

So, it's May Day - Beltane - again, and everything's in bloom, and today I've been reading Villon and tending to my garden where the bougainvillea grows high, its pink, bright petals flipping in the slight breeze and everything's all right, my girl and I plan our European adventure and hang some art on the walls of our desert villa...I wish everyone flowers in their hair and divine providence and all dreams, goals, etc. coming true as even the planet turns and into the cosmic unknown we tumble, as delicate nights are sensed and tomorrow's work is rabid for us, needy, the need for art is moody, but constant...

What is one aspect of children that always encompasses the parent-child relationship?

If we can believe that the animals that are carnivores now, are not going to eat flesh in the new heavens and earth, then we can also believe that the animals that do not now procreate in monogamy, will in the new heavens and earth. And along with this, just as those who lived under the Law of Moses shall all have an opportunity to live in the earthly New Jerusalem, and then receive to be able to live in the New Jerusalem in the heavenly dimension that the Father and angels shall live in, then we can also go on to believe that animals will first live on the earth, and be incorruptible themselves, and then procreate monogamously, and have their offspring be given unto those who live in the New Jerusalem in the heavenly dimension, as pets, after they have already lived on the New earth.

I'm new to all of this but have been writing fiction books on golf with a setting in the Midwest. For anyone interested in that topic please feel free to visit my web site. http://www.authorjamesross.com/

If that stirs some interest, then feel free to keep the communication open.

What about the animals in the new heavens and earth? Shall they be monogamously married, and have offspring? Yes, just as Isaiah speaks about the hawk having it's own mate, and the hawk was not the only one mentioned in that passage.

In the new heavens and new earth, which are incorruptible, not even the animals that are carnivors are going to feed on other flesh. This is true, just as there will not be any more animal sacrifices. And we can know this to be true, just as Revelation speaks about there being no more death.

Other than giving McCain money, I'm not sure what else to do; but Americans need at least four more years of the George H.W. Bush gang to learn a most important lesson. This is not tongue-in-cheek. I mean every word of it. I do not want the idiots who supported Bush and his lies to benefit from Barack Obama's visions and love of country. I would much rather see the United States slide into a 1929 type of depression. Americans have grown fat, arrogant, and heartless, and nothing known to science can cure that mentality better than total humiliation and severe depression. The suicides of Generation X would make the 4,000 dead soldiers look even more insignificant than they already are.