animal insides me

That animal insides me,
drags me to my deepest fears.
thrills me, trembles me
always far or near.
fears are my foregone
losing loved ones or being alone
they follows me in my joys
& till they fades on....
he makes me feel empty
even when i m full on...
pushing me toward
darkness of slumber
losing all my identity
all power, i surrenders....
slowly,steadily
he is holding me tightly
not letting me breathe even
i can sigh slightly....
that animal insides me
drags me,till i get torn....