There's a space in-between
Where your body should have been
There's a silence dull and sweet
In this place we used to meet
There's no hand upon my hip
There's no cheek against my lips
You have gone, left me behind
With another's body, you're entwined

And if I see you again someday
I'm sure I'll stumble, look away
Cause you've ripped a hole so deep
That I can't see straight, I can't sleep
Holding back these tears so well
I still love you, welcome to my hell.

Swirling around in my mind
When you hit my bloodstream I go insane
Swimming in my veins, working up towards the surface
A constant reminder of what will never be
I love it.
There's comfort in your eyes but,
Your smile is torture, agonizing, aching
Taunting me to come undone
I love it.
The ever-growing tension
Your touch brings me to my knees
Lying in the dark, the pressure will not ease
Heavy on my chest, trying to breathe under water
I love it.
Time won't fix this
The past can't be undone
I'm left looking for the question,
To an answer that has come and gone.
I hate it.