i am blinded. i cannot read between the lines, words of foresaken truth. The sense of betrayal and heartache battles with my comprehension. My heart fortells differently than what the words really mean. Seemingly, an image that inhabits in my mind bounded by an invisible weight that bestows the impressions of constant disappointment and chronic pain for which is possibly sheer anger and resentment. The merciless chain that impales my judgements label disarraying DENIAL.