In following God, it can seem as if we are searching out rabbit holes, if you know what I mean. I believe that it is actually necessary to continue to follow God, though things may begin to happen this way, and I also believe that things begin to happen this way, because of the way the kingdom of darkness is resisting our walking by faith and in the Spirit. I believe that it takes the ability to balance things, when things begin to happen this way, and along with that, I believe that awakening into being spiritual begins to happen when this does.

I have said before that when I began to pray to be healed, that I was reading a book about healing, and there were examples from the Scriptures regarding healing. And as I continued to read, when I was receiving the spiritual knowledge of God in believing and confessing, I had to continue to outwork exactly what to believe and how to believe, based on where I was regarding my own faith and needs.

Just because a lot of Christians believe that God is simple, and that there shouldn't be the need of gathering details, does not mean that they are actually right. Christianity also nearly became completely unspiritual, and completely based on sight, works, and the flesh. In Colossians, when Paul was talking about people being puffed up, though it could seem to be written to people who are trying to be spiritual, but are without what is common to everyone, the truth about what Paul was addressing is actually found in how the church is operating, of recent. Just as Pastors were nearly coming up with blanket beliefs and business ideals. The visions that Paul was talking about, is nearly what every Pastor began to do, as they stated their own purposes, beliefs, and 'visions.' The reason that these are not through the Spirit of God, and are cut off from the Head, who is Christ, is because the foundation is not found in the truth of the new birth, and thus the people who walked like that were puffed up and wise in their own conceits. For example: “Our church has a vision to go out into the world, and save people, and our purpose is to turn people towards Jesus, and equip them to serve Him.” Honestly this is a pretty big blanket statement that is nearly obvious, and redundant. Kind of like how the church started walking in a way that is like saying ‘everything is everything, and the things that aren’t, aren’t.’ It is like, ‘no duh.’ And the redundancy of how the church does this, is false through false humility.

I am not trying to lead a war concerning the Pastors vs. the Prophets, but the truth remains regarding how the church was operating apart from the Spirit of God. Another topic, regarding this, is tithing. Under the OT, people were required to follow the Law, and to tithe, however, under the new covenant, tithing is not required, but is something that is based upon generosity. And the church actually began to tithe to Pastors as if this was a requirement, and the Pastors began to live off of the tithes of the church, though the Bible shows Paul working and supporting himself. The Bible also shows Peter being supported by people, and people bringing all that they had, and putting it at the apostles’ feet. There is truth in understanding the difference of ministries, as to ministering to people who are already in the church and who believe, and ministering to Gentiles, who are outside of the church, and who do not believe. Peter was sent to the Jews, and Paul to the Gentiles. The gift of Pastor has nearly turned into a job, rather than a spiritual gift of God. And along with this, the gifts of Pastor and Evangelist seemed to be the only gifts, besides administrations, that were present in most churches. And in this, it had nearly come about that Pastors and Evangelists were taking the positions that belong to apostles and prophets, and yet still not possessing the truth, gifts, and knowledge which apostles and prophets give.

In our seeking of God, which is to also be whole hearted, we may know that there is a door that we may always come unto, which is in heaven and God. Just as Jesus said to ask, seek, and knock, and just as we may have the key of David. There is a door to our heart, which Christ comes to, but there is also a door unto God that we may come unto. In witchcraft there are also doors that are spiritual. And these are called chakras. In truth, chakras offer those who are involved in spirituality that is not from God, to work out spiritual things, just as people must continue to spiritually search and seek their goals whether they are walking in God, or according to the kingdom of darkness. The way that chakras work, is that they give a labyrinth of false light, that continues to reflect over and over again. And the way that this helps those who walk according to false light, is that when things are reflected through powers and principalities, they are given the ability to work out their 'faith,' so that they may became stronger in what they believe. Just as faith is kind of a muscle, and is still required even in the kingdom of darkness, for people to be able to be spiritual. The problem that has occurred regarding the kingdom of God, is that nearly no one actually walks spiritually, and so the only people who are searching out what is spiritual, are usually witches. And on top of this, since new age and witchcraft has been growing, the church sees the spirituality that is not in God, and turns even more so away from being spiritual in God. And as I have said before, being spiritual does not just mean trying to be a good person, and do what most people think is moral.