This is my formal resignation from any kind of publically open Christian life. And this is also my deepest apologies to anyone and everyone that has had to be around me for the last number of years. The last couple of days has been like how it was when this whole thing started with Megan, accept I have been actually receiving the ends of things, and not just the beginnings. It's hard to say whether or not my weakness' and mess ups were accidental or on purpose, and it almost feels like I have to speak and interpret in a different language to describe the spiritual things. And I know that no physical thing is true without the spiritual being one with God. Anyways, God has given me to not be in pain anymore, and He has given me both testimonies regarding the two witnesses, almost as if at the same time, that concern being killed by the Antichrist coming out of the pit, and then secondly standing on their feet and being raptured into heaven. It's like I am dead to war, and alive to a living hope of the rapture, whose light is already shining. On a worse note, I believe that the Eighth Antichrist spirit, as desribed in Revelation, has come out of the pit. And I am also wondering about the fifth, sixth, and seventh Antichrist spirits, as all evil spirits are antichrist, just as when we test the spirits, John's passage included the spirits that weren't from God being Antichrist. I believe that just as Revelation speaks about five kings having fallen, and one being present, and one yet to come, that when John said in 1 John that the Antichrist was already in the world, that it must have been the sixth Antichrist spirit, as described in Revelation, which either possessed Titus or Nero (I think Revelation can be divided in a near infinite number of ways too). And I believe that the spirit that possessed Mohammed and gave him his doctrine was the seventh. With what I know about how things have been for me, I believe that I have been standing in the way, as described in 2 Thessalonians, being the two witnesses, and that I have now been taken out of the way; though collectively, just as other people are saved, I know that Scripture also has to do with the rapture, and then the time of darkness in Zechariah 14 that only God knows how long it will last.

It feels like a huge weight has been lifted up off of my chest, and I feel like God got done everything He wanted to. I don't think that anyone is going to be able to completely feel the things that I have been through, and I can 'almost' imagine how things have been for everyone else.

Concerning this now coming about due to either an accident on my part, or something that has happened on purpose, though I use this movie a lot, I kind of feel like I went through the 'jet wash' of someone around me, like with what happened to Maverick, in Top Gun, when Goose died, and then at the end when that happened a little bit too. Though I am not saying that this was anyone's fault. And on top of that, knowing that other people have gone through painful and trying things nearly from just being in whatever relationship they have had with me, I would like to bring up the point of how Revelation says that the two witnesses can strike the earth with any plague at any time, let me explain. I feel like half of the time I am just trying to not let the 'beast' I have been battling get to anyone else. And I also feel like I haven't wanted to have bad things happen to people because of me, as is with the nature of curses. This also doesn't mean that I have just been doing whatever I wanted and haven't been thinking about repercusions. And actually, the whole plague thing is one reason why I apologize so much, if I do.

This isn't some kind of weird suicide note or anything, or a ploy at sympathy. And with all of these things, I believe that everyone has a chance to repent, from anything, until they don't anymore, when they either die, or are at the Great White Throne Judgement, just as the parable of the talents shows; and so Journey, my mentor, David Jeremiah, and the Bentons are all free from whatever bad, judging, and or condemning impact I have had on them.

Plus, I would also like to say, that though I haven't killed anyone, that fire flowing out of the mouths of the two witnesses does account for me being right again and again, this possibly also being as a testing of one's faith in the fire, killing off corruption or evil that was present.

I am really sorry for any kind of trespass I have against anyone, and I ask anyone and everyone to please forgive me, just as I also forgive EVERYONE. Thanks for all of the help that everyone has given me.

God bless,

Brandon Davis

P.S. "I" wouldn't call this drug or alcohol induced.