Having visuals on LSD is like being able to see the light from a glow stick, in 3D, as if it was a twinkling star. In this way, nothingness comes to life. I know the Beatles got into Hinduism. Their own beliefs on Jesus are their own business, like how I used to deal with things. Evangelism that stems out from right or wrong is not from God, but from force and even violence. God's evangelism stems out of love. The reason why God's road is marked with suffering, is because it is not so easy to really have love as one might think. I still feel violated. As if I was plunged into doing a lot of the things I have done, like judging Tool and A Perfect Circle the way I still did, through the things that were done to me. And this is why I have chosen, right now, to put down my cross, as with my heritage from Christ, and not deal with things anymore, as if judging. And whether I am called simple or not, all I want to deal with is giving beauty for ashes, and the spoil before the Promised Land.