Still heaving to, from the bitterness of Christian High School, who may also have something to do with Wormwood, as they do Abaddon's army, I would like to go over a few things. On the last day of school, my senior year, the Bible teacher comes up to me and says: "You know, Jimi Hendrix isn't going to save you." Years before that, in my Bible devotional notebook, in my freshmen year, the Bible teacher wrote in a comment by one of my doodlings of "Yellow Submarine." I had drawn the yellow submarine like it was on the album, and I had also written in beneath it something else from the album: "Nothing is real." The comment from the Bible teacher was: "I disagree firmly, and hope you meet reality." Do these things sound Christian? Well it also depends on what kind of experience other people who are reading this have with Christians.

Anyways, here is my response to the comment: "You will be judged out of your own mouth, you legalistic hypocrite. And perhaps someday you will meet reality yourself. I myself have shown my own remorse for the misunderstandings that I have had, like with Maynard from Tool and a perfect circle, and I believe that I am and was able to do this through the grace and knowledge of God, and not through rules and legalism, of which I was also tossed into the mix of, because of you."

The air, to our naked eyes, is nothingness, and what is written on Yellow Submarine is along those lines. Even though there are atoms in our air and atmosphere, we 'see' nothing. The statement 'nothing is real,' by the Beatles, could say 'nothing IS REAL.' It is that nothingness which can make us feel as if we are flying as the eagle, or floating as a sail boat. And beyond that nothingness existing, there is a number of things that we receive through 'that' nothingness. Like revelation, like the appropriation of faith and grace.

O the pride that people like David Jeremiah and Pastor Benton must have, to be able to expect me to bow down to them, 'or else.' And there is even the pride of Megan Benton-whatever, that couldn't give me ten seconds to ask her if it was true that she had a boyfriend in 2003, or her dad that her who did not give me the respect of knowing their intentions. Honestly, in them, I see nothing but a common bond of cowardice, as they are not able to stand before people, except for their claimed works and love of condemning others, as if they are indulging in that saying: "Love the person, hate the sin." I see nothing else but their inability to go without other people agreeing with them, unless of coarse they think they are suffering for Christ. Except that Christ didn't, and doesn't do the kind of things they have done to me, when I was at their school, and when I haven't been.

I know one thing, even though Abdullah is a greater example of the Antichrist, as through believing the Muslim doctrine- David Jeremiah, Pastor Benton, and Megan still don't qualify to have the sealing of salvation, so as to not be the church that has fallen away. And with that, I also say that their falling away is involved in Wormwood, but it is their own condemnations that have given them their bitterness, and it is, and has been, my desire to get away from that bitterness. And if they think me a coward for running away from them so, then they can think about how they are as Ai, and I am as Israel, whether they want to display their works or not. What they have done to disqualify themselves from the sealing of salvation, the 'no matter what' of salvation, is to judge and condemn IN THE MEASURE that they did use against me. That is the only way for the unbreakable law of the Spirit of life in Christ Jesus to be broken, just as we know that it is not works which saves us, or else the thief on the cross was lied to be Jesus. Half of their falsehood is the judging and condemnation, and the other half is the measure that they use.

Do I need to call on anyone to bring me justice, to give me a chance, or to help me and hear me? These people just don't understand that James was talking semantics, when he wrote what he did about works saving and perfecting our faith. And it is my response in semantics which they still try to condemn. I know David Jeremiah to be the worthless shepherd, just as he left me, and bound something on to me without lifting a finger to help, doing this with his 'company of followers.' They just don't understand that Jesus ate with sinners, and came for the sinner in the first place. They don't understand that God gives gifts without repentance, meaning that He doesn't take away our gifts, or give us no spiritual gift, just because the Bible also says to lay hands on people slowly. That slowness, in laying hands on people, for the Spirit of unity to dwell in the harvesting of that spiritual gift, is found in whether or not someone believes that their insides are perfect, and in knowing whether or not someone is going to have victory or not- meaning that belief reigns, not physical works. What could be called His discipline or chastisement, is how He doesn't let us lie about what sin is or isn't. Meaning that His testing of us is righteous because it is the one that deals with the thin line of knowing something to be sin or not; and what comes before turning away from that sin, fully, so as to not have those certain sins in our works, is the administration of grace in giving beauty for ashes, and the spoil before the Promised Land. And thus salvation is through believing in God, and having spiritual works, not through our ability to stay clean, for the Bible says "Who can say that they have cleansed themselves from their sin." Isaiah clearly shows that Jesus is blind and deaf to the sins of those He is sent to, and that He doesn't quench a flax or break a reed, in question.

I have even been to Bible studies, on the campus of the library here, where the hypocritical Pastor thought that he had to look me in the eyes and ask me if I was really saved. And I barely even want to mention the way that he tried to say that the crippled who was healed by Peter, at the gate, when he said "Silver and gold I do not have," didn't even get to play baseball with his dad, when he was a kid.

Whether or not David Jeremiah is THE Antichrist or not, I do not yet fully know, but I do know that he is 'A' antichrist, and that he along with those with him, are fallen away, though they also had the good word of the unbreakable law of the Spirit preached to them; however, they have been making his word void for themselves through their traditions, both of judgement and condemnation, and more. Therefore, as I have said this before, David Jeremiah, Pastor Benton, Megan, and company, are fallen away, having not repented when God gave them time to, just as was done with Jezebel. The false prophet is also seen in their works, as it was Pastor Benton's dealings that were the only 'direct-ness' that they have had in this. If you were to know them now, you would see the malignant sore upon them, from being in the antichrist kingdom, as well as other things.