The nature of addiction is to not be able to stop doing something, and this brings up the topic of being psychotic because then are person is said to not be 'in the right mind' if they are not prospering. When I was growing up I had extreme social anxiety and then thoughts started coming into my head telling me that I could not really be saved if I didn't save other people, this happening at school. In the NAVY one time, after beginning to leave, I spoke in tongues, asking God to forgive me for the others in the room hearing it, and I prayed for the interpretation. I saw Satan with a foot like a T-Rex, and he was stepping in front of Jesus' throne saying that he was going to sit on it. But what I believe, is that putting ourselves ‘in front of’ the light is wrong, as the Sun represents Christ, and that His voice speaking to us from behind us means that He is following us, and that this is what we need to cultivate to stop trying to control things, not actually fully dying to ourselves. And I believe that with Christ behind us, following us, that He is also keeping us, and thus all things work out for good for us, and He protects us, as the OT speaks about God going behind and before us. I know that any light compared to God, put in front of Him, is as complete darkness. After I got up from praying in tongues one of the guys who was in the room beside me as I prayed, whom I had been studying God with, hugged me, and told that when I entered His kingdom that Christ would ask me: "Who are all of these people you brought?"

I believe that we do need to fully stop controlling things, and thus actually fully die to ourselves, and thus come unto really finding ourselves. I believe that this time now and today is the time of the salvation of the whole world, and that it is as the 'time of the soul' in regards to the timing of things, and the spiritual and the physical, as the physical is still yet to come to pass regarding God, completely. I also believe that when we come unto really finding ourselves that we will also find that we never lost ourselves because of Christ's work, in which He did all things for us first. Jesus is the desire of the nations, and the testimonies of Jesus Christ are the spirit of prophecy. What we need to not be, is the servant who didn't do anything with what he had, who didn't let the seed fall, regarding not controlling things. I believe that we have to stop controlling our own repentance even. When I read Romans I began to want to really understand what faith was, and the word said that "Abraham believed God and it was accounted to him for righteousness," and the Holy Spirit and His power told me that this was the key to faith, as I also desired to be one with God in perfection. Well I couldn't find out the ‘whole’ truth, and so I thought: "If I do not believe God I won't have righteousness;" which is as the first upside down imaging of our sight. So then I began to cultivate believing in God with all of my heart, and in doing it, concerning the how, I wanted to do it with all my heart, and not be hypocritical, just having works and saying I was following God with my lips, and trusting in what I thought I had accomplished. And this is the kind of thing that LSD incorporates.

I will tell the LORD of all my praise for what He has done for my soul. I don't want to control 'letting go,' which is like 'letting go of letting go,' because that is what nearly everyone thought LSD was. Cognitive Therapy teaches that when our body reacts with things like fear, that it is like our nerves which warn us, and thus aren't completely evil things. This is as having to then turn the upside down, right side up. I believe that the fear of the LORD is the kind of snake vision that we can have, not having to continually control what we interpret, which is the definition for not controlling things and not fully dying to ourselves.

Thank God that we strand ourselves for love. Love encompasses the balance of the knowledge of good and evil, containing the knowledge of good, good and evil, and incorruption. And thus as sin abounds, grace abounds all the more. And the good that we do, not fully dying to ourselves, brings evil. Love to us can be us knowing that we don't want to be found by Him at His Coming, when He comes when we don't expect it, being caught red handed, giving us to not control and manipulate that, thinking we will be caught in sin when He comes. The fear of the LORD overcomes every evil and this is as the OT saying that in God we won't fear evil. So by knowing that we can also stop controlling 'waiting on the LORD' we can overcome all fear of evil, and have it cast out by perfect love, and be made perfect in love. And thus the circle of knowledge is complete, giving incorruption in love, and the rest of God from having to continually balance things.

The Book of Enoch shows angels and spiritual fruit, and is established by the Bible, as Enoch is mentioned. Things like this, are like getting the correct version of the Book of Jasher, which isn't tainted by the Catholics, who say they are keeping away from things that are tainted. LSD is as a spiritual fruit and food, that is living.

Jonah was the one person that God first completely unselfishly prompted, and Jonah and his sin's reaction was to become afraid of being alone. But God taught him how to be like Him, as He is self-sufficient, as with the name Jehovah, and this is exemplified in Jonah's prayer regarding being resurrected in the fish. And thus God makes light come out of darkness, as He will save all things this way, teaching us how to roll, as with the meaning of Gilgal, and enter into incorruptible love, from the knowledge and balance of good and evil.

The testimonies of Christ teach us to have our waste be able to not be poison, but something good to also eat, and this is the striving of the world for energy. LSD is as the plant that scientists say they are looking for somewhere, that will offer healing....and it is not the speaking idol, but a miracle of God.