Conquest: "I found you first Mystery. You are my healing leaf, and together we can both be a healing leaf to everyone."
Mystery: "But who are /you/?"
Conquest: "I think my name means that I have to search that out. But I'll be anyone you want me to be...."
Mystery: "That's not funny..but wait..that's just it!"
Conquest: "What's it?"
Mystery: "You needed me to be able to know yourself, because I am mystery and healing."
Conquest: "But what did you mean when you said 'that's it?'"
Mystery: "Without me, you would be everyone else, because a mystery is something that is hidden out of the sight of everyone who doesn't know it."
Conquest: "But if I find myself then I will be known to everyone else, and it won't be a mystery anymore."
Mystery: "It will be a mystery still if you stay with me, and then we will find our new name, both of us together, having a name that no one else knows."
Conquest: "Now I see what the harlot was doing with the woman under the lead. Either I wouldn't find you and everyone would know me without you, because who I am would be known to everyone through the harlot and woman under the lead, as I would be without being hidden and your mystery because of her, or even if I found myself with you everyone would know who I am if I had to then separate from you and find myself [again] on my own."
Mystery: "But Babylon is fallen right, and the Antichrist spirit is in the lake of fire, and Satan is in the bottomless pit by faith right? That's what Revelation says, just as I heard in a dream: the harlot falls right before the Antichrist spirit is cast into the lake of fire and Satan gets cast into the pit. But how come you got to find me first, before you found yourself, and I didn't get to find you first before you found me and I thus found myself?"
Conquest: "You didn't know you were a healing leaf, or that you were a mystery?"
Mystery: "I can't remember, it's like I can't access that information."
Conquest: "Did you want to find me first, before you found yourself? I can see why you might be upset, because I want to do everything WITH you."
Mystery: "I don't know what I wanted/want."
Conquest: "We're still in the same boat together if we both didn't get what we really wanted/want, because of not finding each other together.... I know what happened: I died to the promises of what we get in the new heavens and earth, and so we didn't get that promise. But since I am resurrected, then we can get that promise now. Jimi Hendrix died while working on the stuff that's on "First rays of the new rising sun," and I think that's what happened with us, because I died the same with expressing you and then with what happened with that other goddess, when I sinned trying to do the right thing, not wanting to try to be with you if I thought you didn't want to be with me. It's been made manifest to me again that God's people die for a lack of knowledge."
Mystery: "I heard in a dream that we had a lesson to learn in all of this. But what is it?"
Conquest: "I think it's the lesson of not trying to save yourself and so then getting saved by Jesus, and also of losing yourself and so then finding yourself. And so we died to finding ourselves and we found ourselves wanting to be together, which is the real us, I think, if you feel the same way...."
Mystery: "What about not trying to save ourselves, and then getting saved by Jesus?" How did we do that? And if we didn't do that, is that what we're still supposed to do?"
Conquest: "I think we do still have to do that. But in what way? Through getting together, or through just being friends right now? (Though we might express our love for each other even though we're friends, and even to other people, saying that we two are in love, or at least that we like each other- because we can die moment to moment, and be resurrected moment to moment. And God doesn't want us to become like the end of Tool's video 'Hush,' where they are all foaming at the mouth because of not being able to express themselves.")
Mystery: "But what about not being able to commit to each other until we are engaged? And how is that supposed to work itself out without us going crazy?"
Conquest: "I think that's the one thing, where even if we both committed to committing ourselves to God right now and in the future, that we would still be committing to each other indirectly without the real face to face commitment. Which would put too much burden on us."
Mystery: "Why do we get to express our love for each other while being friends, if we have no engagement yet? Isn't that immoral just like sharing spousal LOVE without being engaged or married?"
Conquest: "I think it's safe, if we do it through testimonies, both in words and actions. Like how you let me know you wanted to be with me, and like how I wrote about you."
Mystery: "But weren't you in sin when you wrote about me, and declared it to the whole world?"
Conquest: "I think so, at least that's what I thought God was saying to us. Actually, come to think of it, I think that what I sinned in, was being possessed by the harlot and Antichrist spirit, which wasn't my fault completely (THE unclean spirit of the harlot and woman under the lead wasn't my fault at all, but the Antichrist spirit was somewhat my fault, just as an unclean spirit effects other people and thus possesses them through what it does to it's own self, and is also thus possessing people apart from their will, which is also technically what the Antichrist spirit did to me.) I think that a type of partal got opened up so that people could hear things that I didn't mean for them to hear, but which they might have heard because I wasn't careful enough in what I said- I honestly did that on accident. And I think God told 'me' to take the implements of the foolish shepherd, so that I could be acquitted of what happened. Zeal is masculine and expresses it's love, openness is feminine and opens itself up in actions and words, thus expressing itself. Femininity and masculinity both have a portion above each other, in different 'ways.' Our testimony can be that we are opening up to Jesus in how we open up to each other, and thus we could even date and or court as long as we don't 'touch' each other in a love that should only be found in marriage. And any lust could be overcome through the blood of the Lamb, thus fulfilling the Scripture which says that they overcame the present distress of Satan and his kingdom through the blood of the Lamb and the word of their testimony. I think that's it!!!
{With the back of her hand on her forehead Mystery sighs emphatically, turns away, and says...}
Mystery: "Don't look into my eyes right now, I may kiss you."