Suffer my direction

One night Peneen had a dream. A revelation. A life changing and life forming number of moments. He met his dad again. When Peneen 'reviewed' his father in this, regarding things of the past, he found that his dad had given him everything he had ever owned, in ways more solid than the immensly fast vibrations of atoms making up physical space. Peneen's first thought was to show his father everything new in the world, since he had left it. But this kept on proving empty. So he understood, through correction, that his dad had been served through the wonderful things Peneen had been given by God.

He embraced his father, and as Jesus bowed to the baptist, so did Peneen eternally give his mother to his father; Peneen being the here mentioned baptist.

Then in the fullness of goodness and faithfulness, Peneen's dad, Gary Allen, changed Peneen's name to Peneenan. Now Peneenan's dad said "I couldn't handle the unknown." And I said "So I know and have known."

Peneenan's dad replied in changing before Peneenan, good and low.

And I, Peneenan said, "Don't worry, I have sown."

We repeated, and it was grown. Them both saying "I never woke up alone."

As easily guessed, I am Peneenan. My dad, the railroader, was one of the biggest and greatest examples of fatherhood. To be like him is an honor and compliment.

When I awoke from my dream, it was still with me, present, even as it had begun before I fell asleep. And I wrote:

"Outside and aligned
renewed and moved
challenged by what sooths
abruptly asking for cues
the clouds find such hues
their tantalizing fingers offering a little to choose
happily and far from abused
Now let's counter the fuze
bringing new life to the rules
changing these things will never lose
finding an irregular muse

"Awake but asleep
to what's enthused
wrap up my psyche
foster my love's ranging
I'll grow
and finalize the sanctity
blessed and fortunate
kindly release
I am so
so so amazingly prudent in your comely gaze
bright balancing
and assuring equity
God this is so free
and gainly
raising and mainly
I am blazen

"Gorgeous and stately
I walk this, love's touching
rolling quietly
listen to me
if you want to receive
not that I will steal or deprave
you are so blameless
I give you everything
digression in your shadow
that's me

"Now let me think
I write your name upon myself
but in grace's fountain
just as you led
watch me
I can't but win
as through His wisdom
thank you
in affection

"I want to grip and let go
cradle and let loose
smother and swallow
thick as breathing and inhaling water
yet not obtuse
because of you I found myself."

A man appeared to Peneenan after he awoke from his dream. This man was clad in armor, and was bearing a fierce sword. He spoke to Peneenan saying:

"Euphoria is good in love
and change unto it
is made perfect
like clay or mud
being given breath like such."

And the man breathed on him.

This was all Peneenan needed to hear. He didn't have to receive anymore teaching on emptiness. This was the beginning of mastery, and Peneenan welcomed it gladly. Over his fears, he came. No more talk on corruption. The angel then gave his sword to Peneenan. It was then that Peneenan saw that the man who spoke to him was the angel of God.

The source of Peneenan's trances was pure fire, and the fruit of everlasting life. And it was now that heaven was claimed, as the city of David. And Peneenan's victory was full, as the sword and burning hill, having fully overcome Abaddon, also being immune to his evil. For Abaddon had fallen, when the fruit of everlasting life had come, just as Revelation is fully in the present, in the way that Christ already quickly comes. The acidic fire of the tree's fruit of life, this was given through the outworkings of grace, by which the angel guarding was not cast down, falling along with the Dragon's tail swipe. Abaddon's army wishes to infect and supress the fruit of the tree of life, and to also do this, as with submission and what is right, as they have the likeness of a woman, even as the Sphinx is in this type.