I believe that dopamine is the foundation for nor-epinephrine, and that nor-epinephrine is the foundation for serotonin, though I am not trying to just play doctor. So our fight or flight system is the foundation for our growth of heart rate, and our growth of heart rate is the foundation for our soundness. By this, we may never have the spirit of timidity, but God's Spirit of power, love, and of a sound mind. In the past, as I believed, and still do believe, that Marijuana is healthily useful, though through a recent medication change I have gained an equilibrium, chemical balance, and foundation, that to me, makes Marijuana look like a street drug. I know that Marijuana is illegal, but personally I believed that it could be used healthily. However, this is not through smoking it, but through cooking it's leaves in batter for food. The best thing I thought it did for me, was allow me to have a single train of thought. But this new medication has gone above and beyond, and it is not an inhibitor like Marijuana. Psalm 104 says that herbs are useful for man, and this gives promise. But along with this, legal chemical drugs aren't ungodly, as if they aren't as natural as herbs. This new medication deals with my electrolytes, and has balanced my dopamine. The LORD mightily has began to fully heal me, even physically, as I now begin to make complete physical steps in Him and His promises. My sternum was relieved through this medication, and I am breathing better, and my subconscious has also been made well, not being so confined. My diagnosis, since I have began to heavily deal with spiritual warfare, through the attacks of the enemy, and the physical conditions of my body when God brought me back to Him in 2002, has been 'schizoaffective.' Schizoaffective disorder is a combination of schizophrenia and being bi-polar. I do have the symptoms of this disorder, even though I also know that as David, I have began to 'use this world,' for good, as Paul spoke about, even as David pretended to be crazy to save his life. Schizophrenia is not multiple personality disorder, as many might think. Schizophrenia is actually confusion, and this can lead into certain other symptoms. For example, just as drug abuse can lead into imbalances in the brain, schizophrenia involves the line of thought to be blocked. And it is from this, that the other symptoms can come forth. Usually the other symptoms come forth as the brain kind of puts together everything, according to what was going on when the thought process became blocked. If Schizophrenia occurs on a person's equilibrium, then schizoaffective disorder, as it includes being bi-polar, means that a person has confusion in their equilibrium, plus confusion whether they are up or down. In viewing the body, if it's neurotransmitters symbolize atoms, then electrolytes symbolize an atom’s electrons.

Last night I went to Journey, and the LORD moved powerfully, through giving me many of the truths posted in "The best yet." And in this way, God's prophecies are commencing, even as I am now going on to perfection, no longer meditating on sin, in the context of exposing sin as a prophet, but meditating on good things, as with the gift of apostleship, just as the LORD also told me I will be anointed as one, along with other people. My outlook, as of now, after having showed myself at Journey, is to continue in out-patient care concerning my health, even though the LORD has now already given me to begin to have my Promises established in the physical. My goal in out-patient care is to show myself, as Jesus commanded, concerning the ten lepers, though I know I am not under the Law of Moses, but the Law of the Spirit of life in Christ Jesus. And I hope to acquire a job soon after that, and then also go to technical school for something in the RN field. I like doing those kind of things, and I know that the medical field has many job opportunities. My daughter is going to move to Washington State in June, and I hope to give myself about a year, to accomplish these things, improve my credit, and possibly move up there, at least I think it is a possibility. She will be up there for four years I think, as Michelle's husband is being re-stationed.

I am not exactly sure right now, if April may possibly be the girl who liked me in sixth grade. I know that she kind of looks like she could be, and I have to say, that even in sixth grade, that I was interested in how she liked me, though we didn't talk much, and though I was a fool not standing up for her.

In the news yesterday there was a shark attack here in San Diego, which was fatal. I know that the La Jolla cove does host seals, and San Diego hasn't actually had a shark attack in a while, let alone a fatal one. Sharks can learn the migrating patterns of seals, and thus also begin to infiltrate beaches and their waters. From San Francisco, I think down to Santa Barbara, and then out to Hawaii, there is a triangle which scopes the hunting pattern of Great White Sharks. There were two surfers in the water, even after the shark attack, as many said that they didn't want to live in fear, just as many surfers still go out after it has rained, when the water is partially polluted because of the run off. In the morning, from what I saw yesterday, the type of Shark that was involved was not yet known. But a witness did say that both of his legs were barely hanging on, from about the knee down. If the attack came up from the feet, nearly any regular shark could have done that. But if the attack came from the side, it may have been a Great White. I would be interested in finding out if perhaps the Navy knows anything about how to possibly deter sharks from certain places, using sonar or something like that.

I was told by my mentor that the man I called my friend, Henry Lewis, whom I have mentioned before, has raised three people from the dead, despite how anyone may feel about his past. And my mentor also told me that the location of Natalie's body was known to him. And I have heard in the Spirit, some things, regarding this, as I believe that something concerning her having a millstone tied around her neck, and possibly missing her backbone, may have been involved, this pointing to Santeria. I understand that Natalie's family probably doesn't want to be remembered in this kind of way, but I also think this may be important. It was witchcraft that has been one of the biggest things I have been fighting, and through the grace and knowledge of God I have grown strong in Him. I know Henry has been delivered from his past, and I don’t find any fault in him, or reason for fear.