-I have checked this for typos and reviewed it, but no one get the wrong idea in case they find any.

We may look into the example of John the Baptist to answer any questions or arguments that may arise concerning anyone being a self-proclaimed prophet. When asked, John the Baptist said that he was the one crying in the wilderness preparing the way of the LORD, as written in Isaiah. This is an example of someone being able to speak and say that they are a prophecy and fulfillment of a Biblical verse and passage. In doing this, John the Baptist did not speak on his own authority, but still gave glory to God.

Very many people do not believe in the ways that God shows Himself in personal ways, even in the testimonies of people or nations that are still in sin. But the Bible is full of examples such as these. Beginning with Abraham being in Ur, which was Chaldean, knowing that the Chaldeans are Babylonian, even unto understanding that Cyrus was the LORD's, and was not merely used by Him, as if he was the sword of the LORD, and then destroyed by God, as God so treated Babylon, just as the Bible says that those who live by the sword will die by the sword.

We can know that God still moves in the lives of people who are in sin, just as He did in Biblical days. In this way, we may be able to accept the testimonies of salvation that are found in our generation, such as with Jimi Hendrix and Kurt Cobain, though their sins are not endorsed by God. The very name "Nirvana" means 'a state of nothingness,’ and was the name of ‘the heaven of the Vikings,' however we must be able to discern the thoughts and intents in anything that we judge. Therefore we have to be able to consider that it was the pain and corruption of sin and the world that may have fully led up to the band name "Nirvana" that was chosen by Kurt Cobain. The Bible, in speaking about Ahab's kingdom, though Ahab was saved, though he also died nearly in the same manner Moses did, does not approve of what happened during his lifetime, concerning sin. And this is why God condemned those who wanted to bless others in the name of Ahab's kingdom. We may also understand this, in the testimonies of David, who was said to have a heart after God's, though he sinned. We have to be able to rightly divide the word of truth, so that we approve the testimonies that are good, but also come away from the ones that are bad, and thus have right judgment, as Jesus spoke of. And this is also what was being addressed in 1 Timothy 5:24-25.

I believe that God has been moving in a very personal way, regarding these end times, even as there is the parable of the king's supper and the wedding supper, in which there is interpretation of God turning unto those in the streets. And I believe that this is the fulfillment of what it says in Revelation 11, regarding the angel who measured the temple of God, but left out the outer court. Within this, we may find the testimony that is written in the Book of Amos, regarding the plumb line. And I have explained what I believe to be the interpretation of this, as God was first dealing with the sins of those who had heard His calling, just as the Book of Amos begins with "For three transgressions and for four." This coming unto the point of how people were involved in having feet that were swift in running to sin, which is something that God hates, as they symbolically sinned 'one more time.' But God relented in Amos of the disaster that He was going to bring on them, and gave the parable of the plumb line, by which I believe true interpretation says that sincerity is being measured, and God's mercy and grace was still available to those who turned to Him. And I believe this to be true, just as God gave opportunity for everyone to turn to Him, before Babylon fully conquered Jerusalem, and this is what Peter was speaking about, regarding God wanting to provide place and time for all to repent, as he said in 2 Peter 3.

In these ways, I would like to give a word of prophecy that is also left for those who hear it, just as Paul spoke about prophecy being judged by others who stand by, and that all prophecy must be established by two or three witnesses. I think that Jimi Hendrix, even as he spoke of God, and wrote a poem before he died called "The story of life;" I believe that he may be one person who was used as the angel measured the temple in Revelation, concerning the spirit, as there is discernment regarding spirit, soul, and body, as I have spoken about before (Saying in symbolism that there is the 'time of the spirit' as with Genesis 1:1-2, and the 'time of the soul' as with Genesis 1:3-'in the garden,' and the 'time of the body,’ as when Adam and Eve were placed in the Garden. And I don't believe this to be adding to God's word, but to be interpreting it, just as God did say unto Sarah: 'the time of life.') And that Kurt Cobain was then used by the angel to measure the temple, concerning the soul. And I believe, as I have spoken in regards of being the two witnesses, that I am measuring the temple, as in regards to the body. The fact that the Bible says that the outer court is left out and given to the Gentiles, and that they will trample it for 42 months- I believe that this is fulfillment first of the parable of the king's supper and wedding supper, as God turns to those in the streets. How can the body be included if the outer court is given to the Gentiles, regarding Revelation 11? Because it is the fulfillment of what Peter wrote, speaking about the salvation ready to be revealed in the last time, just as he spoke in 2 Peter 3 regarding God wanting all to come to repentance. I have spoken before about what blasphemy of the Holy Spirit really is, and how it relates to trampling upon the blood of the covenant of the Son of God. And I will specifically show an interpretation of this and the outer court being trampled in Revelation 11.

I firstly would like to give more of my testimony. I have refrained from giving too much, firstly because of the way that I was dealt with by people. And secondly because I hate it when testimonies can turn into a contest of who was the most worldliest. And thirdly because I didn't want my testimony to give me a bad report, before I had fully spoke all that God gave me.

In 2003 I had bowed down to the man who became my mentor, and this was after I had been in the hospital for acting crazy, and I was dealing with the spiritual warfare that had been going on while living with Michelle, this also happening after God had told me I was supposed to be married to Megan, and I had put together Megan's and Michelle's initials. Before I had been brought by my mom to pray with the man who became my mentor, the day that I bowed down before him, as told to do so by the Holy Spirit, without there being force by Him, God had told me to raise my hands up during the sermon, which I had been afraid to do, because the church I was attending, Journey, was rather conservative. I did raise my hands up, and stand in doing so, as God told me, and then I left my seat and went to the side and back of the sanctuary. I saw my mom as I was leaving my seat, and she went to the back with me, and then later said that someone wanted to pray with me. My mentor worked on the worship team at Journey, and I believe that when I bowed down to him that spiritual things began to happen regarding end times. And I believe that spiritually, though I am not saying that Journey is the Antichrist, that things that are in the testimony of the Antichrist, were consummating in the Spirit, such as "let go and let God" and "gain the initiative." I believe that the seven years regarding the eighth king in Revelation, who is Abdullah, began to be spiritually consummated, also having to do with the falling away of the church, as I was accepted and worked with in 2003 with Journey. I believe in 2006, that when things happened at Journey regarding Megan, as I have explained before, when they gave the parable of the wineskin, and the miracle of the water being changed to wine, that the agreement that had been present with Journey was broken, just as the Bible speaks about the Antichrist breaking the covenant in the middle of the week. I believe these to be spiritual consummations of the Antichrist kingdom, and it existing spiritually first, and I am not saying that Journey has no salvation, or that I myself am the Antichrist or false prophet. Furthermore, it was after what happened at Journey regarding Megan, as I just spoke about, that God began to reveal to me the prophecy that I have been speaking about in these studies, and this book. Revelation 11 speaks about the two witnesses prophesying for 1260 days. 1260 days is four years, and if the seven year period of the eighth king began in 2003, than the 1260 days would have to have began before 2006. And they actually did, as I believe, and am explaining. In 2005 I had began to follow the LORD specifically, as He said to me that He was going to fully deliver me from the warfare I had been in, and the struggling I had been in. And it was in 2005 that I had began to operate with the power of the LORD in a more full way, even as He had moved through me to command Satan and all of the evil spirits into the pit, as I have mentioned before. It was in these times that I began to prophesy about the doctrine of perfection, regarding the new birth. What I said regarding Satan and all of the demons being cast into the pit, I know is something major, but I also understood that if I was to cast a demon into the lake of fire, that it would happen eventually, according to the Word of God, saying that they all will be in the end. And I knew this to be true, whether or not it took place right when I said it, as far as time is concerned. This isn't just some vain imagination, but I believe it has to do with taking the strongholds in the kingdom of darkness and not being held by their authority. Just as the demons said to Jesus "Are you here to cast us into the abyss before the appointed time?"

After I had began to become discouraged in 2007, I sent some things to the Foo Fighters and a Sublime website. I had never really watched the Foo Fighter's videos of "Everlong" and "Learn to fly," and when I had, during this time, I was encouraged a lot. I saw love, and I also watched the Sublime videos "What I got" and "Santeria." So I sent them some things I had, and I really felt like I had remembered some things about not being religious, and being forgiving, that I had temporarily forgotten. Then the Foo Fighters came out with their new album in September of 2007, the day before my birthday. I had given them some of my testimony. I don't believe that their video "Pretender" is an attack on the church, I believe I understand what it means, and what they are talking about and addressing. I felt like Dave was a good Samaritan towards me, and I was blessed by everything. It could be said that the 42 months of the outer court being trampled by the Gentiles, started when Dave wrote that album, and I began to be noticed more, in my writings, and what was going on with me. 42 months is 3 and a half years, which is one half of seven years. If the seven years of the eighth king, who is Abdullah, began in 2003, in the beginning of the year, as I bowed to my mentor, the half way mark of the seven years would be towards the end of 2006.

It was right about the end of 2006 that I really began to notice the assignment in the kingdom of darkness, regarding God being blasphemed, just as the Bible speaks about the Antichrist. At this time, I began to repent and prepare my way, even though I was not blaspheming God, regarding what I was being tempted with and attacked with. And I have explained this kind of thing before, even as confessing things, as a running back hitting a hole, though the kingdom of darkness may have thought I was sinning in them. I had already entered in before this happened, but I believe I still was being regarded by a lot of people, as if I was the Antichrist, or the false prophet, or even Babylon or other things.

It could be said that the 1260 days of the two witnesses began in 2006 when Journey came to me with what happened with Megan. And as 1260 days is four years this would nearly come out to be exactly the end of the seven year period that began in 2003, as from the beginning of 2006 when that happened, until the beginning of 2010, which may be the year of the rapture. However, just as Revelation 11 shows the two witnesses being in sackcloth and ashes, as I was beginning to leave all and follow the LORD, even when it meant not having a place to live, as this commenced at the beginning of 2004, I would agree more to place the beginning of the 1260 days at this time, during the beginning of 2004. And I also believe that this would fully give the fulfillment of my Promises in God, as I know that I have been promised an earthly inheritance, even before the new heavens and earth, therefore giving me to not be in sackcloth and ashes until 2010. If the 1260 days was only started in beginning of 2006 when Journey came to me regarding Megan, than my sackcloth and ashes would commence all the way unto 2010. However, again, I think the 1260 days would start at the beginning of 2004, even as I was not in sackcloth and ashes when Journey came to me at the beginning of 2006, even though I again, after that, was in positions where I followed the LORD, even when it meant not having food, or a place to live.

I remember, that sometime after the beginning of 2004, when I was following the LORD even though I didn't have a place to live, that I had fully died, within myself, and according to laying my life down, when I had received from the LORD that making money off of people was wrong, and that nearly the whole world was doing this, and yet still claiming to be good, including the church, and it also being a friend to the world. It was at this time that I also began to see the specific ways that the powers, principalities, and demons were operating, regarding lukewarmness in the church, Babylon, and the ways of the world. So I believe that the 42 months, as in Revelation 11, began when Journey came to me in 2006, regarding Megan, and not with the Foo Fighter’s album in 2007. It was also after the time that Journey came to me regarding Megan at the beginning of 2006, that I was nearly judged by everything possible, regarding my own salvation, and was even dealt with, in ways that were like the persecution that Jesus went through.

As I have said before, I believe that when I had the dream about overdosing in 2000, that I actually died. I remember my cousin telling me about his mom finding him on the floor, with the door cracked open, having overdosed. I had told Michelle my dream, after being with her in 2001, and it was shortly after this, that I began to have reality get weird on me. I believe that the dream I had, in overdosing, was a vision from the LORD, regarding what was going on, specifically regarding my body. Because I believe that I have heard from the Holy Spirit, that when I had overdosed that night in July 2000, that my heart stopped, and I died as I fell asleep, but that my body held temperature as if I was still alive. And I believe this was why I was not buried, as with the testimony of the two witnesses, and I have already said that I believe I am the two witnesses, just as I have prophesied. That night/morning that I had died, was after working, and then coming home and doing Cocaine. I had the computer on to download songs, and I had my guitar out in the living room with my music sheet book, and I had the TV on. I had just come in from smoking outside in the front of the house, when I had decided to go and look to see if had any more Cocaine anywhere in my room, though I knew I didn't. And this was when I had looked for more on my ground, and had cried, and fell asleep and died. My dream when I had fallen asleep, began before I fell asleep, as I have said before, and there were two parts of it. I forget the first part, but I think it was basically a revelation that I had died. The dream began as I was falling asleep, and I saw this green spiral coming down into my head, that looked like the Spirit. And the second half of the dream had to do with me being in a coma. I believe that though I had died, even physically, and I was spiritually held in the Eternal Spirit, that my body was going through the things, that my dream interpreted. When I woke up, I couldn't remember getting back into my bed, as I had fallen asleep on the floor, but I kind of remembered getting into my bed, before the second half of the dream, though I also knew that I could have just been making that up, to try to explain to myself what had really happened, just as I also felt like the dream was too real to just be a dream when I had awakened. There wasn’t any guilt when I fell asleep. I had left the screen door to my front door, cracked open just a little bit, so that I didn't have to make noise when I went outside to smoke, and I believe that this figuratively has to do with the two witnesses being left in the street. But more by sign then consummation. Just as signs can follow believers, but believers do not follow signs. The music book I had out was "In Utero" and I had opened it up to "Heart Shaped Box" even though I knew how to play the song. I wanted to get all of the little things write, and not have to think about the lyrics, when was I trying to sing and play at the same time. This could just sound like signs that shouldn't be followed in what I am prophesying right now. But with what I believe about Nirvana, I believe that I had symbolically began to want to do things right, regarding marriage, just as in interpretation of "Heart Shaped Box." I understand that in dying and being brought back to life, that many probably thought I was the Antichrist who had the incurable wound healed. But I know in God that I am the two witnesses. And as I had liked Megan in high school, and as my body had kept temperature, but my heart wasn't beating, I believe that some may have thought that this was like a Romeo and Juliet thing. And I think that some people probably still didn't believe that what had happened was in regards to the two witnesses, and that even if it did, that it still had to do with how there isn't marriage in heaven. Though I know in regards to Megan, that in not marrying her that there is still marriage in heaven according to the beast killing the two witnesses and them rising again. And I know I still want to be with April.

With the Gentiles trampling the court for 42 months, I believe that there is not the rule of people trampling upon the blood of the covenant of the Son of God, as if I am also the Antichrist or false prophet leading people to willfully sin and fall away beyond repentance. But I believe this to be as the testimony of how the Law is fulfilled inwardly, just as the Jews were given the Law, but that Christ laid down His outward body, just as the Gentiles crucified Him, after the Jews rejected Him. Therefore just as under the OT Law, they used to lay their hands on the sacrifice, and thus have their sins translated, that the trampling upon the outer court as spoken of in Revelation, is in this testimony, just as I believe that my book is the fulfillment of the path that the fool may not even stray from, as given in Isaiah 35. Just as I have spoken about the seed not only dying, as in John 12, but rotting, and this taking place in our outward bodies, just as Jesus' outward body became sin and died. I believe that when there is sincerity in this way, that people are not insulting the Spirit of Grace, and trampling upon His blood, and thus falling away beyond repentance, in which Christ would have to be crucified again, for them to be saved, which is impossible. And I believe that sincerity is found in the truth of the new birth, and the truth concerning godly sorrow. In this way, I also believe that in laying hands on Jesus, as the sacrificial lamb, that the foundation of repentance is being laid, and that the milk of the gospel is being received. And that meat is in regards to entering in.

I understand that God did not have to raise me up from the dead, and sometimes I feel like people think I owe them something because of how they have watched things happen, concerning me, whether good, bad, rightly, or wrongly discerned. And I also believe that some people feel like I think they owe me something. And I think the answer concerning this, is found in what I have said before about what it means to be chosen. I believe that I am the two witnesses, and that I have entered in, and that my prophecy and gospel given by God is true, and that I can not fall away, though I am not saying that my body can not sin anymore. And I just feel like the rightness that I have concerning things, is found in God being right, and not the understandings that can be MERELY placed on verses of the Bible, what is commonly thought, and what people want to agree about. Though I shouldn't just boast about myself.

In 2007 I was in warfare, and I was sick of just having back and forth battles with the kingdom of darkness, so I asked the LORD how Satan fell. I knew that he didn't just one day mess up, and that Adam and Eve didn't do that either. Because I know and knew that it even takes God to repent, and thus it is true that someone can't just be right with God, and then mess up one day. And this is when He gave me Romans, and what it says about Him subjecting creation to futility, and creating a vessel of honor and dishonor from the same lump. And this agreed with what He had already given me regarding eternal marriage in heaven after the marriage of the Lamb, as well as the correct interpretation of the parable of the talents and minas, including angels also getting married after the marriage of the Lamb. Just as I also understood what it meant to go to and fro, and ascend and descend, just as the angels did with Jacob's ladder. When this happened, I was led in the Spirit into sitting on God's throne with Him, and I took authority over Satan, and I claimed the talent that used to be His. And it was in this time that I also received from the LORD that our sphere in Him, concerns the whole world, and not just what we physically see, and that this is how we can overcome the entire kingdom of darkness, and deal with every spiritual host of wickedness, no matter how high it is, and no matter where it was as far as it being in the world. I was not walking, as if receiving information about people all over the world, but I did understand that I could still have authority over the kingdom of darkness regarding what I knew to be taking place, no matter where it was. And it was then that I also took authority over the Antichrist kingdom, as with Abdullah, through my sphere, and faith in God.

I know I could be accused of only having the problem of double talk manifesting against me, because of what I believe and am doing, but I also know that it didn't happen until that time that I had done Ketamine with Michelle's friends, and they had played Austin Powers, them also doing witchcraft. I have heard of K-holes before, but I also know that I had done Cocaine like 'no other,' and that I wasn't really tripping out too bad, when I had thrown up that night.

This is my testimony as of now, and I am not claiming this is everything.

I still don’t know what April’s intents are, even after some things that have happened since the last poem that I posted, and I am not some rag doll that should be treated as a puppet, nor are those around me. I hope that if I see her again and soon that she won’t try to usurp me, and that she will talk to me about things. When there is PURPOSELY done things that are double, things can’t just be finished without addressing them. Especially when things aren’t fulfilled, but taken away, just as these kinds of things lead to being usurped. I think it would be wrong to try and give her some ultimatum about talking to me, coming to me, or being with me. And I have been trying to overcome ultimatums that have been given to me through the way things have happened since Journey came to me in 2006 regarding Megan.