The case for the sinner Part 2

On day five, as Delia and Peneenan were individually working on their wedding vows, after reaching a wall in their thinking, Delia told Peneenan: "Maybe we should spend even more time together and get to know each other even more." Peneenan agreed with her, understanding within himself and his conscious mind that woman was made after and from man, but the gift of woman gave wisdom- the initial spark in things.

As they walked and talked with each other that day, Peneenan began and said, "I won't lie to you, I have been to Hell, and more than once." He spoke further saying "And I have been to Sheol, which is even more horrifying." He continued, "There are different levels to Hell, the Bible says so, but it is not the purgatory that the Roman Catholics say it is. They are actually worshiping Tammuz and Ishtar, and making an idol out of Mary, an idol that even speaks." Going on he said "But my only regret in my life, is the lack of love, in the way of having a wife and family, that I did not have, as I was never even really taught it either. I don't think I ever even held a baby until my child of life was born.

"Sheol is more terrifying than Hell, as I said. Being in Hell is as living out the consequence that there is in corruption. But Sheol, just as it is the mixture of Hell and Death, continually takes away the hope of ever having pleasure and life again. I have even lived in poverty, which is one large weapon and place of darkness, which by definition is essentially the inability to take care of one's self. Thankfully the gift of God is greater, giving salvation, even by asking us to be poor in spirit, to let God take care of us, and to do nothing without His Spirit and our oneness with Him. Not even to save one's own life. Poverty is a curse, and through it all proceeds fall through the cracks, as sand from one's hand. It is the living limit of a bottomless pit.

"I have had visions and dreams, both of which included times when I was neither awake fully, or asleep fully. I have felt my soul being tortured in the spirit realm, and I have fought to not let it leave my body, though I have been caught away to heaven too. I have suffered the loss of everything, and have gone with nothing but sackcloth and ashes.

"I have been scared beyond death. I have felt oneness, in my corrupted self, to Satan. And I have possessed the largest victory over suffering and evil that may even be greater than any others before, this also including victory for the future, that has yet to come. I have known unique things, that no other being had yet known. I have more understanding than my teachers. I have known grief and suffering in an amount that can not even be imagined by some. I have been the least of all, and yet, a prophet greater than John the Baptist. I have been given the treasures of darkness, just as Cyrus. I have possessed the spoil of the secrets of darkness and Satan, and done this even before entering the Promised Land. I have received repentance, and the omniscience of the salvation of God, which was always already ready to forgive, in an abundance that never imputes blame. I have witnessed an all consuming love that is directly from heaven, and which can never fade away or die.

"The Spirit of God appeared to me, even yesterday, saying that Jesus is the Lamb slain before the foundation of the world, giving His followers to no longer give or have the witness of having been a sinner. Thereby also giving for His sheep, the ability to be the perfected knowledge of God's creation which was eternally foreknown to Him.

"I have slashed through the most shrewd lies, and conducted warfare in a way that makes Satan out to be the very lost goat that he is. I have been faithful to God, in little and great things, no matter what others said or did. I have even declared war on the whole kingdom of darkness, no matter what the opposition and opposing number of enemies were. For 'I have not been afraid of ten thousands that surround me.' Just as ten is also the number for completion with Christ, and just as the whole kingdom of darkness is against that. I have been slain before, and yet was resurrected to my feet. And all this I have done as a babe still, being made great by gentleness."

Delia answered "And I have seen the love of God make a man into a temple feminate, as well as make a woman one with that temple, with the Great Bridegroom, in a splendor of majesty fulfilling all pleasure and life, and consuming the lines of sexes. Yes I have seen the marital procession of God and holiness, and the obedience unto Christ, by His gifts, of every thought and order. In all of your grandeur with the predestined, I have seen my man and future husband actually first be me, even before I was me, just as Christ is to us in this way, by which man is encompassed by woman; not only through being born from her, but through man, as a woman, being created first. I have seen truth so powerful nothing can overcome it. I have seen a victory whose power is founded in weakness and losing."

As they spoke, it was as if music appeared, having always been near- music of the heavens being revealed. With the music in their background, also surrounding them, Peneenan said "Let any enemy or friend lay one finger on the child of life, and the light will grow more powerful than any could imagine. She is as the ark; and is what I have contributed to society." The image of Christ came upon them, and He said "I have trampled upon the voice of both of your sins. This plant's leaves I give you turns all bitterness sweet. In your refraining, for five years, the time of creativity, you were profitable with your one mina. You have found how the psychedelic is drawn straight, and how to live on, even forever by one taste; yes God is good. It's been seven years since the Coca, and six with the MDMA, ending with that "Restricted Nurse" of purity. (He said this, even though Peneenan and Delia had forgotten these things, and did not bring them up previously.) By My power and goodness in this one plant, which is flower, tree, and weed, it is pleasing to go up, and or come down, and it's only alteration of reality is actually insight into what is drunken and vanity. As a weed it eats, making what's bitter to be sweet, changing unto positivity. Mania doesn't dare rival it, just as you also previously nearly accidentally quit it. You are above any law by My Law of the Spirit. Your truth and justice can not be overthrown. And the plagues by your own soul are sufficient as two swords and more. You have found every good path, just as you also discovered perception, and hold the truth to entering in. My plant surpasses every other, and what's poison. Forget your poverty as King Lemuel's mother said, in this way I now give, which is even better than strong drink. Your righteous election is above any created nomination that is chosen. I have made you, not you yourself, or what you have done that is well, and you can not rightly be judged down or dismissed. I became your sin, and your will's enmity. Your Spirit of Wisdom can not be refuted. You can never be worse off from when I first came to you, to when I returned to you, and to you as you are now. I am making an example, even of the little, of Abdullah and the Pope. Though you were one, and not many, as Abraham, I led you. Yes, the very works of My plant cause those who are against you and speak against you, to be ashamed. I did not come to judge you. And if you sin I have already prepared gifts, salvation, and atonement. Go now, you can not sin anymore, especially against Me, for you, in Spirit and truth, are truly reborn. See My hands and My feet, and My wounds, this is how you will always remember and praise My sacrifice, though you will not remember having sinned: even your menstrual rags shall be made into a godly perfection. Only through Adam, did sin first enter the world, and now your desolation and waste places bring Me praise. There is only one God, and I am He, living in three, and it is Me you have fully pleased. The pain and corruption around you, and in your life is only a bad dream. And you are already dead anyways, you don't need to die as Samson. All of your "Few Fighters" have succeeded in a great deed. What remains shall care for you, even for your soul, so I have decreed. The world and the people in it had forgotten and rejected me, no matter what they themselves did think. Though they claimed to know Me, they denied Me, and created lies, for is anything too hard for Me?"