Whose side is time on and why?

Lyrics by Weezer from their "Blue Album"

"Buddy Holly"
What's with these homies, dissing my girl?
Why do they gotta front?
What did we ever do to these guys
That made them so violent?
Woo-hoo, but you know I'm yours
Woo-hoo, and I know you're mine
Woo-hoo, and that's for all time

Oo-ee-oo I look just like Buddy Holly
Oh-oh, and you're Mary Tyler Moore
I don't care what they say about us anyway
I don't care bout that

Don't you ever fear, I'm always near
I know that you need help
Your tongue is twisted, your eyes are slit
You need a guardian
Woo-hoo, and you know I'm yours
Woo-hoo, and I know you're mine
Woo-hoo, and that's for all time

Oo-ee-oo I look just like Buddy Holly
Oh-oh, and you're Mary Tyler Moore
I don't care what they say about us anyway
I don't care bout that
I don't care bout that

Bang, bang a knock on the door
Another big bang and you're down on the floor
Oh no! What do we do?
Don't look now but I lost my shoe
I can't run and I can't kick
What's a matter babe are you feeling sick?
what's a matter, what's a matter, what's a matter you?
What's a matter babe, are you feeling blue? oh-oh!
And that's for all time
And that's for all time

Oo-ee-oo I look just like Buddy Holly
Oh-oh, and you're Mary Tyler Moore
I don't care what they say about us anyway
I don't care bout that
I don't care bout that
I don't care bout that
I don't care bout that

"Undone- the sweater song"
[Matt:] Hey bra, how we doin' man?
[Karl:] All right.
[Matt:] It's been a while man, life's so rad!
This band's my favorite man, don't ya love 'em?
[Karl:] Yeah.
[Matt:] Aw man, you want a beer?
[Karl:] All right.
[Matt:] Aw man, this is the best. I'm so glad we're all back together and stuff.
This is great, man.
[Karl:] Yeah.
[Matt:] Hey, did you know about the party after the show?
[Karl:] Yeah.
[Matt:] Aw man, it's gonna be the best, I'm so stoked! Take it easy bra'.

I'm me
Me be
Goddamn
I am
I can
Sing and
Hear me
Know me

If you want to destroy my sweater
Hold this thread as I walk away

[Mykel:] Hey, what's up?
[Karl:] Not much.
[Mykel:] Did you hear about the party?
[Karl:] Yeah.
[Mykel:] Um, I think I'm gonna go but, um, my friends don't really wanna go. Could I get a ride?

Oh no
It go
It gone
Bye-bye
Who I
I think
I sink
And I die

If you want to destroy my sweater
Hold this thread as I walk away
Watch me unravel, I'll soon be naked
Lying on the floor (lying on the floor)
I've come undone

If you want to destroy my sweater
Hold this thread as I walk away (as I walk away)
Watch me unravel, I'll soon be naked
Lying on the floor (lying on the floor)
I've come undone

I don't want to destroy your tank-top
Let's be friends and just walk away
It's good to see you lying there in your Superman skivvies
Lying on the floor (lying on the floor)
I've come undone

"Surf wax America"
The sea is foaming like a bottle of beer
The wave is coming but I ain't got no fear
I'm waxing down so that I'll go real fast
I'm waxing down because it's really a blast
I'm going surfin cos I don't like your face
I'm bailing out because I hate the race
Of rats that run round and round in the maze
I'm going surfing, I'm going surfing!

You take your car to work
I'll take my board
And when you're out of fuel
I'm still afloat

My buddies and their honeys all come along
They seem invincible as they surf along
The sea is rolling like a thousand pound keg
We're going surfing, we're going surfing!

You take your car to work
I'll take my board
And when you're out of fuel
I'm still afloat

You take your car to work
I'll take my board
And when you're out of fuel
I'm still afloat

All along the undertow
Is strengthening it's hold
I never thought it would come to this
Now I can never go home

All along the undertow
Is strengthening it's hold
I never thought it would come to this
Now I can never go home

You take your car to work
I'll take my board
And when you're out of fuel
I'm still afloat

All along the undertow (you take your car to work)
Is strengthening it's hold (I'll take my board)
I never thought it would come to this (and when you're out of fuel)
Now I can never go home (I'm still afloat)

You take your car to work
I'll take my board
And when you're out of fuel
I'm still afloat

You take your car
I'll take my board
You take your car
I'll take my board
Let's go!

In going through these three songs, it is possible to see some connections that may or may not be intended. Firstly, my position on giving opinions concerning songs was very unfinished. Because I had believed that it was possible to know what songs were about, and also have their meaning even in my own life. And at the same time I had disagreed with the beliefs about how no one can know for sure what other people mean. Then also, in also being a Nirvana fan, I had thought about how 'media' coverage, and popular opinion very much so raped artists, and even then claimed to be only covering the information, and not actually starting the problems that were being spoken of. Some people know about these kinds of things, as regarding what happened with Nirvana. However, at the same time I would like to conclude that still even in this, people such as Kurt Cobain are not, as if without having any hand in things. But I also say this, without imputing fault.

Many people might remember how after Kurt died, that other people also committed suicide. I have already given my stance in my studies, concerning Kurt Cobain's salvation in the Lord, though this isn't in the context of trying to take dominion over the subject. Without getting too much into detail regarding that subject, and reliving things, I would like to give the point of what I am saying here.

In the 1950's, this country began moving away from the family type society it had been. This happened because of rock n' roll, according to most people's beliefs. Also carrying on into the 60's, and beyond.

In looking at the lines from the song above "Buddy Holly" I would like to point out the first line. And also point to the possible connection, to the Nirvana video "In Bloom." Also pointing to the connection of 'Mary Tyler Moore' as being Courtney Love, with Buddy Holly being Kurt Cobain. The second verse I would like to point out, as to pertaining to the media involved with all that happened with Nirvana. But at the same time I would like to point out that nearly every Nirvana lyric was not just ranting and raving about other people being wrong, such as also- people in authority. Nirvana lyrics usually were about themselves. Also making fun of themselves.

People may want to try to go off on Nirvana for being such a bad influence. And also point to them, as to being bad influences regarding suicide. There is a Nirvana song called "I hate myself and I want to die." But anyone who actually may take the time to read the lyrics, probably might actually find the point to them.

The lyrics to the song "Undone- the sweater song" I would like to compare to "Badfish" by Sublime. Many people know the story behind Sublime, though they have not been as much on the forefront as Nirvana, regarding the media, and so on.

The lyrics to the song "Surf wax America" I would like to compare to the 1950's. Firstly I would like to make the point, that before rock 'n roll became the arch enemy of family life, that the band "The Beach Boys" actually exclusively was on the forefront. However, many people see the Beach Boys, as still having family values. Many of the songs by the Beach Boys are similar to the 1940's music which was romantic. In the 1950's the 'do-wop' style also carried this kind of same style.

In spiritual warfare, it is imperative to not walk by sight, and by the ear. Because there are so many schemes, that motivations can be very thin, and easily misplaced, and people who think themselves to be doing good, actually may be very much so an enemy. The surf music with the Beach Boys, still differed some from the style of rock 'n roll. Much of the rock 'n roll lyrics were about girls, and dancing. And this also in the 1940's music, and do-wop style in the 50's too. But the main difference between these, and rock 'n roll, is the beat in the music. And it is said to be, that the beat of rock 'n roll was against family values, and moving towards immorality.

I would like to take some lyrics from "Surf wax America" and compare them, to the 'spirit' behind the music before rock 'n roll, and of rock 'n roll. The lyric "I'm waxing down so that I'll go real fast, I'm waxing down because it's really a blast" actually pin points, whether this was Weezer's intention or not, the battle between morals and rock 'n roll music, that has been on the forefront. America came through the Great Depression in the 1930's, and into the 1940's where war and making up from it was occurring, into the 1950's where war was still prevalent, but the country seemed to finally be GETTING over the great depression. The 1920's mostly involved entertainment in America, after the country before hand, had been in development. The country was still in development in the 20's, but in the 20's had seemed to settle down away from the industrial age it had been going through. The industrial age of America began in the 1800's, along with the immense growth America experienced in population. The industrial age came into the 1920's having gained a seat financially that was no longer 'day to day' as it crucially was before then. Not that there wasn't poverty anymore, but the scale of business' opportunities actually went up, along with the work conditions. Before the 1920's, much of the business' were oriented by the business, and not by the laborer. In the 20's and through the burst of financial seating in the decade, the moral in America began to turn away from being business oriented, into being worker oriented, as far as favor. And much of this occurred because of the industrial revolution's growth regarding interchangeable parts. However, the Great Depression occurring in the 30's led America into poverty. Though communism was largely a scare in the 50's, it's existence may be seen in the early 1900's as well. Not that it wasn't noticed then either. In looking at the way America grew through the 1900's, it is actually very easy to see the effect of Communism, and the extents of Capitalism. Most of the downfalls of Capitalism may be viewed in the lack of labor friendly business' that existed in America following the Civil War. And also, concerning the subject of the Civil War, it may be noted that much of the battle regarding the Civil War, was not solely based on slavery. Just as the Confederate states did want to exist in the Union which was present concerning the North. And therefore the Confederate states sought to be detached from the Northern Union. Slavery was an issue, but was not the only or highest issue at the time. Slavery was even being used as a guise, so as to heighten the moral, so as to ensure that the Southern States did not pull away from the Union. The Northern States did have farmland, but they were not exclusively farming business,' as the South was mostly. The North very much so was in business with factories, and not only just farms. And the South was where very much of the materials were coming from. There was indifference also pertaining to the type of government that America had at the time. And this also was one of the motives in the Civil War. America sought to have each state be individual, but also be accountable to the federal government. And this view of having a federal government was almost a bad word, even since the day America began establishing government. There was fear regarding the possibility of returning to the type of force that existing in England. The beginning of Capitalism came when America sought to have a federal government, after having established the freedom and union of state government. The first government in America, was in having each state be individual, and united under a type of union where federal infringement was not present.

The Great Depression in America in the 30's came about due to the panics that were amounting in the Stock Market. But the motivation started through the beliefs that had been existent even in the early 1900's regarding communism. Communism is the belief that everyone gets only what they need from the federal government, while the federal government receives all of the proceeds from the land, and dictates what to give everyone. The guise of Communism, is that it says that it is friendly to the workers in it's 'union' because there aren't dictator's who are running business,' and are prospering, though the laborers are working exclusively, and only getting paid so much. Capitalism mostly means that everyone is free to have whatever type of business they want and can have, and that the workers are free to have whatever jobs they want and can have. But the downfall of Capitalism, is that it proceeds forward, putting emphasis on money, rather than on people. Communism though still is not actually good, because instead of money being the emphasis (though it still is), power is existent in the upper levels. Capitalism, is like the game where people take a baseball bat, and with their hands starting at the bottom, each put their hand higher and higher, unto the top of the bat. The problem is that someone always loses. And so the downfall in Capitalism is that someone is always on the bottom. And the government of Capitalism is very much like the makeup of drug dealing. As one person makes money off of another, but then the other person can go make money off of someone else. The government in America, before the Great Depression, was unable to come up with anything where the downfalls of Capitalism, and Communism did not exist. And this is what caused the Great Depression. America started out, desiring a Democratic government. One that was based on the popular vote of the land. America went on from this, to instilling the federal government, in which a republican government came in. The republic government was existing in the first government of America. As the states were democratic, but unionized in a republic together. The Civil War came about mostly because the republican efforts were not the actual desires of the democratic states. Each state also had elected officials, and therefore were republican, even individually, but the Southern states were still not in agreement with the federal government, and Northern states. This type of bi-polar government is the same relationship that Capitalism has with Communism.

Nowadays, the Liberal and Conservative opinions seek to bridge these gaps. The Great Depression came about because these gaps were not being bridged. The control of business' was beginning to effect the owners, just as the Southern States wanted to leave the North and Federal government. This may sound opposite, but it's not. The business owners were losing their hand, and were desiring to not be so oriented to laborers. So the business' wanted to gain more control back, just as the Southern States wanted to leave the control of the North. The laborers wanted to stay in the type of work that was presently going on, as business was oriented in their favor, also much more than it had ever been. And therefore the laborers were as the Northern States before the Civil War.

Do you see the bi-polar relationship? During the Civil War it was the North and the Federal government that wanted more control. Therefore the issue of freedom was more on the side of the Southern States. And before the Great Depression, it was the business' that wanted more control, while the issue of freedom was more inclined to the laborers. The panic of the Stock Market before the Great Depression came because the business owners wanted to leave, just as the South did in the Civil War. The business owners viewed the government, as beginning to be Communistic, and claiming to be oriented towards the worker.

It is possible to see the relationship of the seven churches of Revelation, in the ages of America. I believe that demons have four stages of possession, and I believe that the 7 churches of Revelation span since the early church until now, but that they also repeat in every demonic stage of possession. The demonic stages of possession being pride, false humility, rising up to leave, and spilling their intestines. I believe that all denominational divisions in the church are demonic. There is one church, and Paul did not want people being divisive, in doctrine, or concerning following people that way. The 20's could be viewed as Ephesus, with the entertainment, and the leaving of the first love. The 30's as Smyrna with the Great Depression. The 40's as Pergamos, concerning the individualistic spirit and attitude. The 50's as Thyatira concerning the wrong motivations. The 60's as Sardis concerning the false purity. The 70's as Philadelphia. And the 80's into the 90's as Laodicea.

Presently right now, again there is war between the republican and democratic governments. The republicans may be more federal government oriented, but the democrats do nothing better, because they just play on the liberal and conservative ideals. Biblically, the false peace covenant is a big issue. And so is lawlessness. And the lawlessness is that people aren't either fully for or against God. And that is actually the heart of liberal and conservative ideals. The democrats use these ideals to try to please everyone. While the republicans are accused of not concentrating on ourselves, but on others. 911 was a large attack on our country, but the end of liberal and conservative ideals does not actually lead into the American ideal. Most other countries do not have the same ideals as us, though their own governments treat foreign policy with liberal and conservative thinking. The countries right now that are communistic and with dictators, and fears of terrorism, seek to stand up in liberal ideal, but with the same foreign policy that America has. And they believe that America and it’s allies are on the offensive, and so they should be allowed to be. Except that the countries feared of terrorism and Communism, do not actually have the heart of the ideals of a republic or democratic government. America very much so loses it's liberal and conservative approaches in dealing with terror and communism. But the democrats have only short suffering, unto not just leaning into the liberal and conservative ideals, when America's budget falls into debt, and is deemed too offensive in foreign policy. Presently the democrats are seeking an end to the war, even if it means leaving the Middle East right away.

During the Great Depression America went more into debt, to try to come out of the Depression. This occurring as jobs were nearly 'made up' while the government used spending on establishing them. Such jobs as the FBI, and other government agencies. This spending however, was not just federal, as if taking no notice of state government.

The problem that arises between Communism and Capitalism, and Democratic and Republican Government, is that neither offer actual long term and short term prosperity, and whenever anything happens in which the government and the country’s finances slip, there is fear on both sides, regarding utter depletion and destruction. Along with the public's paralyzation and panic.

What was my point concerning the lyric in the song "Surf wax America?" That people want enrapturement. Even with the physical body, I have found that it is impossible to get to an equity that will stay stable, or continue to rise on the up and up, also without there being the total use of things that are, for lack of better words 'b.s.' I have dieted and fasted, and have found that the body can not maintain an equilibrium that is positive, and then go on to continue to do so. Even when people work out exclusively, they will find that their skin and muscles as they age will actually lose the ability to stay in a homeostasis. And people who gain lots of muscle, will find that it turns to fat, and that their skin turns like elastic. Some people can continue to work out exclusively, and keep themselves in proper health; and with the solution I was going to give concerning everything- there is equity in this.

But what is the focus? When there are 'revolutions' and things such as Civil War, they come about because the first instated 'constitution' turns out to only be something that came about because people were only offended- and therefore there wasn't really a good focus.

The problem with the democratic approach that has been take recently, and in this last decade, is that the country becomes too soft regarding foreign affairs. Even as the Republican government is said to be instigating, concerning it's foreign affairs. But at the same time, the democratic approach in war like scenarios have also came out negatively. One of the worst catalysts that can be used in any kind of union, is to give slants on things, so that people continue to like the whole picture. And the democratic opinion presently is doing this. As they are trying to show that right now there is no positive outlook on the war. Doing this also in pretense as if to say that right now we are not ready to pull out (thus showing we are not presently doing things right). It is not necessarily wrong when slants are given, but if that is the core of things, then it only leads into things like the Civil War and Great Depression, because time is spent on only balancing, instead of actually having EQUITY. And the problem is: what if we don't know what the right equity is? This is why no government can sustain actual peace and harmony, though every single one has tried. And why? Because every government has tried to sustain itself with laws. I am not saying that we should have no laws. But when laws, and bills, and the like become the focus, the real focus is forgotten. What happens when laws and the like become the focus, is that it swamps everything, and before we now it- we're into something else. And this is actually how witchcraft first comes in, after it has a foothold. Witchcraft first comes in through the complacency of people, and then uses that complacency to keep everyone busy, and then it goes to take everything out.

The same thing happened in the church. And doctrinally, it was prepared because grace and faith became the focus, rather than love. And so the first stronghold, gained through complacency takes advantage firstly through moving the focus, into having the wrong hope. An example of swamping things, is to have lots of sickness, after having a stronghold. And through someone trying to take care of things, in the time they are doing that, the enemy takes over. But even in that- there could really be sickness, and so in not trying to take care of things, there is failure too.

Most of love's movements however, have sought to establish acceptance rather than love. And this leads into having chaos. But even in this, the main problem, even as what happened with rock 'n roll, is that people who have authority, and position, and even works and sightly things, and good showings, stand up, even as they try to come against pride, and have humility- but they only are vessels of vain substance. Do you know what happens? Just as I said people have to know detail in spiritual warfare- what happens is that people get moving in one direction, and really don't have the oneness of things. What would have been the forefronted problem with rock 'n roll, if the kids didn't have anything to rebel against? And honestly the main problem with liberal and conservative thinking, is that it doesn't actually fill in, or cause, or bring in goodness. It just makes a bubble. Because the answer in the fifties also wouldn't have been to just let anyone do what they want. Governments are about laws. Things such as peace and harmony are about people. And love is people being about people. What is the main problem that is in terroristic and communistic governments? They go to war for their own expense. So what's the answer? "Why can't we all just get along?" I don't know. What's the price?

One of the biggest problem of anonymity, is that it offers no true or real or actual substance. The idea of a veil is not always evil. Veils firstly are in definition, things such as clothing. But they can be used as guises as well. But what is behind the veil? Is it a blurred object? Even if it has light emanating from it. What’s the substance?