At Journey, in 2006, when the girl on my right hand started writing down sins, and when the girl on my left hand started writing down her name as Megan, to me, that shows a call to repentance, and a destination. And then when the speaker who was not the Pastor from Journey, who usually speaks, began to speak, and gave the parable of the unshrunk wineskin, and then the miracle of how Jesus turned the water into wine, giving the best wine at the end of the wedding, to me that shows how they were giving the foundation for why they were doing what they were doing, but then also the hope of what would come through it. And that is why I handled things the way that I did. Plus, the LORD was leading me, concerning everything that the Spirit led me in, doctrinally, to believe, to confess, to have in spiritual warfare, and more.

One time, after this happened, I was going to Journey to ask for a little bit of money for food, and then the Senior Pastor showed up, and the Pastor I was talking said that he had heard that I was there, and that he wanted to talk to me. Personally I had some reservations, as my mentor had also spoke of some things to me, concerning Journey, and the way that the church ran. For example, as it was set up, like a business. The Senior Pastor, made a comment about my mentor, saying that he had no fruit.

I honestly do not know what hand my mentor had in this, but I still think it is something that he wouldn't do. And I believe that this is something that Journey and the Bentons, and Shadow Mountain did. And I believe that my mentor submitted in giving them information about me, and about the way that he was ministering to me.

As far as I am concerned, to do what they did, but then to also not contact me regarding the outcome, and before Megan getting married- is adultery.