The only experience that I have had with blasphemy of the Holy Spirit came in spiritual warfare. I was battling a spirit, and the Holy Spirit moved, and He moved quickly, and in full knowledge, and I didn't have time to prepare my way, in the oneness of God, before I could come against the evil spirit. I had about 3 seconds to decide what I was going to do, and how I was to agree with the Holy Spirit, and what I was going to believe and confess. I ended up putting my talent in the bank, regarding preparing my way, and to battle the evil spirit, with the things I already had prepared, through believing and confessing what the Holy Spirit had said, though I couldn't really recount it fully.

At Journey, in 2006, when the girl on my right hand started writing down sins, and when the girl on my left hand started writing down her name as Megan, to me, that shows a call to repentance, and a destination. And then when the speaker who was not the Pastor from Journey, who usually speaks, began to speak, and gave the parable of the unshrunk wineskin, and then the miracle of how Jesus turned the water into wine, giving the best wine at the end of the wedding, to me that shows how they were giving the foundation for why they were doing what they were doing, but then also the hope of what would come through it. And that is why I handled things the way that I did.

*More accurately, my mentor told them to not make it so that I didn't know what was going on. But that is what they did.

Finishing up my Bio. Sometimes it is hard to give the whole thing at once.

When I went to Bible study with the people who met me at the library, they had asked, and I told them I wasn't going to a 'church.' I said I had a Bible Study I went to.

Shortly before what happened at Journey, my mentor talked to me about going back to church. The word for church, in the Greek, was like a new word then. "Ekklesia" means 'body of believers.'

Journey and the Benton's wanted information about me, and my mentor gave it to them. But specifically told them to make sure that they told me the reasons and the truth about what they were doing. And they did not. And they progressed this way.