The Hebrew word for 'beryl' is "Tarshiysh." The city that Paul was from was "Tarsus." "Tarshiysh" is also a name of a city, and it may be that "Tarsus" and "Tarshiysh" are the same. At the same time, the colors of certain gems do differ at times, though it is the same stone, as Beryl is said to be blue-green, but also yellow. In one aspect, jasper is red, and beryl is called 'the yellow jasper.' And so when yellow and red are mixed, a bluish color may come forth. Symbolically, in viewing beryl, we may also include the aspects of the city of "Tarshiysh" with it, just as it was a port along the sea. According to Revelation, in the new heavens and earth there will be no more sea, but there will be a river.

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God's Promise to Abraham is nearly the entire foundation for the Christian faith. And it has nearly come to be true, that Christianity forsook the nature of the Promise of Abraham, and believed that it was the will of Christ to not be able to eternally possess one's inheritance. And this is the foundation of false humility that led people into thinking that faith in Christ means to 'let go' of one's inheritance, especially in the context of it being eternal.

So, has everything that everyone has done regarding me, come out to just being their part in me just receiving what was according to my faith?

Psalm 17:13-14
13 Arise, O LORD,
Confront him, cast him down;
Deliver my life from the wicked with Your sword,
14 With Your hand from men, O LORD,
From men of the world who have their portion in this life,
And whose belly You fill with Your hidden treasure.
They are satisfied with children,
And leave the rest of their possession for their babes.

The way that Samson died gives a glimpse into what was happening to him before he died, just as they were manipulating him then as well. And then we can also read about how the Israelites were already in sin at the time that Samson was on the scene, and through this we can discern that the Israelites were attempting to manipulate God, as they had not completely driven out the inhabitants of the Promised Land though they had conquered the Promised Land, and had then began to worship the Gentiles gods, such as Baal, but still wanted God's goodness.

In regards to what I said about a running back hitting a hole, and about repenting, believing, and confessing, there is the topic of this verse:

1 Corinthians 12:2
I make known to you that no one speaking by the Spirit of God calls Jesus accursed, and no one can say that Jesus is Lord except by the Holy Spirit.

The green spiral that I saw coming down into me head when that dream started, looked like one of those candy sticks that are in the shape of a spiral.

I really want people around me to no longer do things in doubleness. I didn't like it when it started, though I didn't directly go to stop it. Firstly, just as hidden ultimatums can start with this, I didn't come directly against it, but moved to give place for repentance primarily, even though I still conducted spiritual warfare, also knowing that half of the deception is to just get drawn into battle and contention.

With everything that happened with April, I can see things on either side, whether she intends to still want to be with me, or not, so I don't know what her intents are.

-I have checked this for typos and reviewed it, but no one get the wrong idea in case they find any.

We may look into the example of John the Baptist to answer any questions or arguments that may arise concerning anyone being a self-proclaimed prophet. When asked, John the Baptist said that he was the one crying in the wilderness preparing the way of the LORD, as written in Isaiah. This is an example of someone being able to speak and say that they are a prophecy and fulfillment of a Biblical verse and passage. In doing this, John the Baptist did not speak on his own authority, but still gave glory to God.

Genesis 30:14-15
Reuben went in the days of wheat harvest and found mandrakes in the field, and brought them to his mother Leah. Then Rachel said to Leah, “Please give me some of your son’s mandrakes.”
15 But she said to her, “Is it a small matter that you have taken away my husband? Would you take away my son’s mandrakes also?”
And Rachel said, “Therefore he will lie with you tonight for your son’s mandrakes.”

Going through Proverbs 18, verses 1-16 are concerning what is willful sin, in respect to maturity; verses 17-19 concern ignorance in this same respect, and 20 unto the end of the chapter in the same way is an admonishment. Going on from this, in looking at the Jordan River, and it also signifying Promise, as it was the border unto the Promised Land, the Sea of Galilee signifies the lake of fire; and the Dead Sea, or the Salt Sea signifies outer darkness. Outer darkness, refers to the body being without the Spirit of Jesus Christ, and as the body is the outer part of the temple, which inwardly consists of the spirit, heart, and soul- there is outer darkness for those who fall away from Christ.

Insomnia comes through not being stimulated enough. And it also includes being tired while awake, though being awake instead of sleeping. The movie "Fight club" said of insomnia: "A person is neither awake nor sleeping." Insomnia is depression's aftershock. Being in shock, means that a person is attempting to grasp something, whether a situation, or something else; and they are unable to do so, at least at the moment. And if shock is compared to an earthquake, it's aftershock is trauma. Insomnia relates to this, as the inability to grasp happiness, which results in depression, also leaves the body in shock, and insomnia is the aftershock of depression. The definition of disease is waste. And this can also be seen in Amos, as it begins by saying "For three transgressions...